I am a sincere, friendly doer of good things. I hand out pieces of my heart to those who have no love. I open my home and my arms to those who need a place to rest and a hug. I am single mother who works hard for the little amount of things that I have. I teach my son right from wrong. I go to work, come home and cook him dinner, and put him to bed. I follow the law and I believe in the Lord.
I also have no friends. I live in Louisiana and my entire family and support system lives in New York. I am in the divorce/custody battle of my life. I have no one around me that I can count on. I am alone, heart broken, and struggling.
This blog will document my life as I search for friends, love and happiness for myself. I have a soft shell. I wear my heart on my sleeve and the smile on my face is convincing and warm. But there is a beast inside of me. I need a place to vent and let the beast talk. I'm not much of a writer but I can talk. I have so much to say and no one to say it to. So here I am. Will you listen?
Been there. Am still there. Trust me, it will get better with time.
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